28 roses
28 years
filled
with memories
some good
some bad
some forgotten
last 5 years
spent
on my own
but not alone
My biggest fear in life, is dying, not knowing what I was supposed, do.
Let’s
Let’s go
where
the weather
suits
our nakedness
Let’s dream
under the stars
and sleep
till the sun
is high
Let’s
dance
a tango
that crescendos
as one
Eddie
You wake up
and everything
is the same
you have your coffee
and smoke a cigarette
welcoming the cold
on your hands
you wash dishes
smelling the lemon
in the dishwashing liquid
you go shopping
staring
at the masked strangers
you look at the icy blue
sky
but it’s not the same
there is a big fucking hole
in the sameness
Fuck Covid
Here
I
Am
Just me
Love me
or
Leave me
I don’t care
any more
and suddenly
she realized
she is
all on her own
the familiaritries
known
just a facade
a fuck you
masquerade
The rosemary
Burns
The smell
Twirls
Mingled
with the camel
swirls
on whisky
intoxication
what an imagination
curls
my fascination
She
She
is
just sitting there
staring at the stars
wondering
Did i do right
with my Son!
She
She
was just sitting
there
doing
crosswords
on her phone
waiting for
the assistant
to upgrade
her phone
I saw
her blue bra
cupping her curves
her oblivious
to the stir
in the waiting line
She
I can see
the glow
of her
cigarette
her space
is dark
I see another
small glow
incence?
smells
like rosemarie
in the snow
I wonder
who she
is blessing
today
I wish
it was me
